does Noel have any idea how talented he is, like does he have any idea how raw and vulnerable and brave his performance is, does he have any idea how apparent the love he feels for his character is onscreen, does he know he’s like one in a million and also is he aware how adorable his lil’ round cheeks are and how pretty his eyes are and how nice his shoulders and arms and hands are, IS HE AWARE THAT HE’S A GIFT TO THE WORLD